Trying to cheer other people up, when you, yourself aren’t even happy.

(Source: jabba-nakedjuicekie)

My 오빠

ever since i could remember he was there for me. he used to include in me in all the neighborhood games even if it was all the other older boys. there were a couple other girls on my street but all they cared about was fake make up, barbies, and just a lot of girly stuff that i didn’t really like then… even now i guess that’s the reason why i feel more comfortable with guys than girls most of the time. also because of my bro i was athletic ever since i could remember. in middle school i played so many sports and was so outgoing because of it. when i was only in eighth grade he went to college up north. to tell the truth i missed him a lot and used to cry sometimes because i missed him that much… but skyping and calling helped a lot. now that he is about to become a senior in college and I a junior in high school we’ve matured a lot, but we always talk about our childhood and how even some of it can be so embarrassing and others just plain out hilarious. even thirty minutes ago we were playing a slapping game and acting like we were little children again; we couldn’t stop laughing because it hurt so much but we were trying so hard it made it even more funny than it actually was. my mom was laughing at us because of how stupid we looked but my brother and i were just enjoying the moments that lasted. we’ve both changed so much and look so much different than what we are used to seeing as kids. we used to be a little plumb and short but now we’re both tall, athletic, more toned and probably so much more. of course we fight, but i think because of our age gap it makes us a little bit more closer than what other siblings are. and without my brother truthfully my life would be so different right now i can’t imagen what life could be without him because truthfully my brother is my hero. he is so talented in whatever he does and he is just so out going that everyone just loves him. without my brother i seriously don’t think i can be the person i am today because he has that big of an impact on my life. 오빠 사랑해!